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The Final Recordings

by Odd Random

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1.
Mother I know you've lost faith in yr son He's lost sight of his goal And he's let down everyone And it doesn't matter What he says Playing in a band with his Lunatic friends Will never Get him anywhere in the end I'm broken down. Mother, I am sorry But I can't stop these questions Circling around The heavyweight champ/the head of the class Has beat me to a pulp I know what I know And I know that it's too much You keep saying that Degrees are just a means to an end And you're still waiting for Your son's life to begin And in his eyes He's a man But he is just a boy With his head in the sand And just cause he Thinks that he will Doesn't mean that he can CHORUS Mother Did you ever have faith in your son? Or did you always assume He'd end up like everyone With his eyes on the ball And a foot in the grave And his hand on his heart For the home of the brave And a measuring stick For the capital that he's saved CHORUS
2.
Jennifer tells me "It will be alright if I walk away unafraid" I say, "it may be denial But at least it's still getting me laid." She says "Whatever happened to true love waits?" I say "Temptation's just too much for a man to take But I would kill to see the world through those eyes again But for now, I have a conscience to ignore, and a will to bend." Alison tells me just to pick a path and she thinks that would be the best She tells me "objects that stay at rest tend to stay at rest" Like the arc of a wave that will crash on the ocean There's a difference between moving and forward motion That's eluded me since Nineteen Ninety Four But it's kept me frozen to the floor We keep running around in the same old patterns over and over With no real pause and no reason why As one day flows into next, I think I'm going crazy There's something I'm missing that I cannot find. Eva keeps telling me to open up my heart and let Jesus in She says I'm looking for answers and I don't know where to begin I said "I tried, but I can't really shake that feeling That the answer never comes to you when you're kneeling So pray for me until I find The little voice you leave behind When you're twenty-one years old And think you're running out of time. Chorus (2x) Veronica tells me that no son of hers would ever treat her the way I do
3.
Close 03:01
She's an intolerable thing I've gotten used to standing With her vitriolic diatribes And her ceaseless demanding Vying for someone's affection Has never seemed so unappealing And when you pull the layers back There's nothing there that's worth revealing But you pull her close And you hold her near But you're not listening to her And you're not even here If she were any less sincere She'd be a Senator Campaigning in your bed When she cries to you and says she's all alone She lies to you and you're still not coming home She comes on like a slowdance That you always sat and hated "Oh, come on dear," she says "You make it seem so complicated." This is getting like a road That takes its toll on more than your wallet But this is not an exit This is death, no matter what you call it She'd be a Senator Screaming all roads lead to Rome
4.
Poetry on the bathroom wall But all of your words couldn't rescue you at all From the cadre of villains awaiting your fall And poised to run at the recess bell Like dogs unleashed from a kennel borne of hell In this house of God there are secrets to tell But I'm not that person that I was when you controlled me And I learned a long, long time ago That you can live your life and never think about me So I won't let you define me any more You say the weak will inherit the earth But everything you've done is worse Than the demons and the heretics that you curse So where in hell does a scared boy run When his fate is controlled by everyone And even the teachers and parents conceal the smoking gun
5.
Let's take another trip back to the place we've both been to A thousand times before this one, and now you know it too I can't change the way that I am So please try and understand And I gotta take some time to figure out what's going on Well, I know I said it all before, but I don't know what's wrong I wonder why I can't believe In anyone but me And so I run away from you Because that's all I know to do And so I run away from you Tell me, what else should I do I know I drive you out of your mind There's still some answers that I need to find And it seems the only thing I think I know is always wrong Well maybe I should have time to listen all along But now it's no time for regrets Because I'm so glad we met

about

The final, unfinished songs worked on by Odd Random c. 2001.

This was originally going to be something between an EP and a mini LP, and was also going to feature a rerecording of "Ten Miles." For some reason I chose to rescind "Jennifer Tells Me" from the running order, giving our new CD (less "Ten Miles") a whopping ten minute run time. Therefore we decided to keep working until we hit twelve songs or so, and a lot of this was left uncompleted with that understanding. But then we broke up.

One note on the title: it was provisionally to be entitled "Led Zeppelin Four" as a reference to The Replacements' named their best record (Let it Be) after a Beatles album, and the fact that, technically, there is no such album called Led Zeppelin Four (IV, 4). Dave preferred the title "Tank," with appropriate artwork. We were all twenty/twenty-one...

Perhaps cribbing a page from Let it Be was foreshadowing; twenty years later there is still no small dispute surrounding these recordings, how best to mix them, and how best to present them. They are presented here as my valentine to a band I loved. I hope I've done okay by the rest of the band and our families.

We were always proud of the work we did on these recording and how far we had come.

All of these were recorded in Josh's parents' garage in Tinton Falls, NJ.

credits

released March 10, 2016

Alexander, "Psycho" Christopher - Guitars, Vocals, Writing, Mixing
Chorman, "Jim the Bassist" - Bass, Basslines, Production, Engineering*
Gabrysiak, Dave - Drums, Pit Master, Arranger
Luchenta, Rob - Vocals, Writing, Dancing
Morman, Josh - Trombone, horn arranging, Writing
Tice, Kevan - Trumpet

All of these were recorded in Josh's parents' garage in Tinton Falls, NJ, August 2001

The session had three outtakes: "Time to Start Over," an acoustic song with piano accompaniment by Josh that had never gotten the right horn overdubs (the version recorded by Random Stars is significantly slower, sadder); "Jim's Metal Song," an adaptation of Jim's great riff he had since high school, just no place to put it (missing Rob's vocal on tape, the song was in the set even when Jim wasn't there) and a redux of "Ten Miles," which was a stupid idea even if the guitar solo wasn't. Again, the plan was to record more.

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